So I just got off the phone with "MR. I WANNA DO U TONITE" guy and I told him that the Pussy Shop is not open for business so he might as well let me go. I have my Mac Book hooked to the Speaker in the kitchen and then it came on as I sat on the kitchen stool... The new song by Nesby Phips... Psycho Felatio.
Now granted I know that Phips is spitting about stealing a chic from a dude. However, there is the one line I like "she say she like it when I talk to her in riddles..something.. something it gets her mind goin'.... (Im pretty sure I F***ed it up) but the gist of it is the fact that he gamed her into leaving her dude.
Psycho Felatio... Then I realized now that I'm bored with sex, perhaps some of the only attraction that I have had with men has only been about me wondering how good the sex may be. I mean have I become a boy?
Perhaps the same way men objectify women I have secretly sexually objectified men.. I think this comes with the fact that I already see a relationship as doomed from the start. I just believe that we ride the wave until it crashes. Some may say that I'm a pessimist, I say that I am a smart MFer.
For example if I get hired to do a party from a promoter I don't have a working relationship with, I will pretty much believe none of what he says, hence a contract will be signed. So if I don't do a blind business deal why should I do a blind heart and emotional transaction?
Therefore for the last 3 years I found myself looking at men for merely sexual stimulation. What happened to my mental though? Lot's of times I find myself entertaining dudes at dinner and wondering what he is really working with. Perhaps I am single because the notion of actually "being with someone" is foreign. Yes I can take that charge, but honestly who performed Psycho Felatio on me?
UHHHHHHH????? When is the last time (except my last lover, ..but he got ghost) I sat and ran it with a guy that intellectually stimulated me and I wanted to knock him down. I can't remember. I can't even remember most conversations I have with some men because I'm usually thinking about something random like an episode of Bleach..
Where is my psycho felatio?
Here is the Nebsy Phipps
http://www.okayplayer.com/news/audio-nesby-phips-psycho-felatio.html
1 comment:
The problem with clowns like this is that they think you have nothing more to offer them than sex. Or perhaps, he doesnt know that he wants or needs anything more than sex. Which is worse, I dont know however what you have to be careful of is believing the lie that you have nothing more to offer men than sex, because you do. And maybe you have yet to meet a man that wants more...but truth be told they all need more, especially in New Orleans. When you are in a relationship you realize that sex is only a piece of the pie. There is so much more to life than a nut. And if thats all a dude is after then truth be told he doesnt need a woman. But, when you find a MAN who wants to plan his life with you, sex will be the glue that keeps it together. What it cant and should never be is the first thing and the only thing.
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